24 February, 2018

Mother of All Bombs 
in the 
Skyroom 
2 p.m. 
Saturday, 
February 24, 2018
Nevada Museum of Art

A workshop framing perspectives in the
interest of disruptive technologies and their implications for human survival.

Lessons + Primary Sources:





Left to right: Jacqueline Breton, 
André Masson, André Breton  and 
Varian Fry. 

Photograph Musée Cantini, Marseilles. 
Photo credit: Ylla and ©Pryor Dodge












Divorce decree for Andre Breton + Jacqueline Lamba, 7.31.45, Reno, Nevada.


Have you kissed a bomb today?



Mother Of All Bombs Zine

STEAM Biochar Lesson

Korea, Zero Sum Theory and the Prisoner's Dilemma






Posting Additional Lessons + Primary Sources Soon:

Dovetailing the Frames on being the Bombed and the Bombers
John Hershey's Hiroshima + Pressure Comp Questions
DIY Zine Making Lessons
A New National Historical Park in 3 Radioactive Pieces
Anchorworks
Student Galleries: Paintings + Video

  





16 November, 2013

The rods in Reactor 4 at Fukushima.  These are those they need to extract.  David Suzuki, esteemed Canadian scientist, has likened the job to pulling cigarettes from a crushed pack.  These rods cannot be taken out of the water in the cooling ponds, can't touch one another, and can't be subjected to or withstand any earthquakes.  This is all of our problem, and if an earthquake does hit, scientists are predicting the evacuation of the entire west coast of North America (Japan too).

05 April, 2013

Open-sourced Guggenheim digital Gutai exhibit:  

Nevada to North Korea


Word for the day: omnicide

Drawing #2542
go online, 
click out of my image 
+ draw your own!

30 August, 2011

ABQ Cultural Conference

Histories of Social and Community Activism

Margaret Randall, Hakim Bellamy, 
Michele Welsing, Roberto Rodriguez, 
John Crawford
Albuquerque Cultural Conference, 
Sunday, August 28, 2011


Love Letter to Albuquerque


27 August, 2011

Love Letter to All the Kansas City Plants


Love letter to all the Kansas City plants
To the workers from the old Bendix plant
Where the congressional representatives call on them
To return their complaints about exposure to radioactivty
To their offices

Making nuclear bomb parts never meant to
Our families that we would wait the
Excrutiating hospital wait
For diagnoses and uncertainty

To name the origins of un-nameable dis-ease
To document the slow, agonizing deaths of loved ones
And to wait for a check
There is no trade for rising
Freshened by sleep
Ready to work, play, love, garden
There is no payment possible
No dollar sign to erase
The ravages of the daughters of uranium

The dollar is not a cure for 35 and 40 years of
Successive service
The dollar cannot bring back our dead
Mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, uncles, sons....

"I miss you", she whispers...
She lays on top of his grave
In the sun
And tries to remember
Their first and last kisses

The photographs
Are losing their colors
And her dreams begin in black and white now
They are always truncated

She wakes up startled
And sits up wondering
Desperately searching the smooth sheets next to her
Falling back to the abyss
Of loss
In tears

Now they're building
Another Kansas City Plant
And the same congressman who wants
Her to report her loss to him
Has paved the way by selling
Bonds and tax breaks
And with nausea
She instantly realizes that if
It continues

She will not be the last woman widowed to
Mysterious illness
She will not be the last mother
Who cannot explain to a daughter
Why her sacrifice has a price
A dollar amount
Attached to incomprehensible loss

All the Kansas City Plants
Have leaf bugs
All the leaf cutter bugs
Reproduce more rapidly
Than you
And I

So that when radiation leaks
When human precautions against
Something unseeable
Unsmellable
Unfeelable
Intangible
Omnipresent
Fails

Well, you see, then that is when
The suffering begins
The leaf cutter bugs
Will start to lose appendages
Or have shorter antennae
Their wings shriveled or
Spotted with dis-ease

And we brush the aside
They are so tiny, and their relationship
To the Kansas City Plants
So ordinary
So unnoticeable

We don't have so many lightning bugs
They used to carpet the evening
In bursts of phosphorescence
Now they are occasional
And I no longer have the heart to
Run to catch one

Its truly like the hippies
Who used to blanket the shores of 47th street
Resisting the massacre in 'Nam
Greying now, some lineup to be arrested
One by one
At The Kansas City Plant

And I fancy those brave enough
To resist
Are also those brave enough to heal
To a person, they are our heroes
To each of them there is a time and rythym
Of the heartbeat of survival

There is the comittment to see through
The layers of dollar bills piled
On the top of an industry
Unspeakably littered with the
Carcasses of soldiers unprotected
Marshall Islanders and Shoshone and Japanese 
And those from Maralinga
Whose ancestral homelands and reefs were
Literally exploded into radioactive dust
That fell, softly killing them and all that grows

And they asked me why I do this work
Why I stick with this theme
Why I have allowed the political
To become my artmaking

And it is one story
The story of a beautiful Shoshone man
Married to my sweet sister
Their eldest boy a few months older than my own

The story of a father who wrote brilliantly
About environmental racism
Who, as a child, on that day
July 6, 1962, was outside playing
In his aunties garden
In Duckwater Nevada

When the United States military
Conducted the Sedan underground nuclear test
And blew a bomb buried in the sands of the desert
In the heart of the Ruby Valley
Sending a radiactive pink cloud
Northwards
Towards the center of Duckwater

Aunties green garden turned black that day
And that little boy
Would grow to be a husband and father
And leave a widow and a four year old son

To remember him always
To mourn that indescribable loss
My sister is full of a sweet sadness
That keeps her quietly struggling
For justice

But because her husband was Shoshone
And not an engineer At Bendix
Or Honeywell
Because he was an indigenous child
And not a Navy recruit with welding goggles
Observing the explosion
And then sweeping radioactive coral dust
From the ships deck with a broom....

She cannot prove that her suffering and
Loss in the face of leukemia
Will ever be worth any of the Congressman's
Dollar bills

So this love letter to the Kansas City Plants
Asks simply that there be no more sweet sadness
That we make no more widows
And orphans
That we pay attention to that
Which we can neither feel, hear, or see

Let Kansas City plants refer
Only to that which grows green
Provides the bounty of fresh
Survival
True wealth
Health

So that there are no more sisters, sons, brothers, mothers
In mourning
Crumpled onto grave sites
Ready to trade all the dollar bills
In the congressional stores
For just one more hour
A day
A single kiss

27 July, 2011

Tonight at The Wine Gallery

7:00 pm, 1911 McGee, KCMO

The Museum of Atomic Surrealism Presents:

Contributions from the Native Sons on the indigenous perspective on the history of nuclear testing

Special guest Dr. Fred Whitehead will read from his Bendix Poems

and

A new spoken word piece, titled 
A Love Letter to All the Kansas City Plants
by 
Mother Uranium

Hope to see you all there!


25 July, 2011

A Love Letter to all Kansas City Plants

Hi Kansas City Peace Activists and Nuclear Resistance Leaders!

I'm in town from Nevada (I grew up in Independence and helped found the City Movie-Center in KC in the 1980's)...I first became interested in nukes when I made a documentary at KC Public Access; Chernobyl One Year Later:  It Could Happen Here after interviewing Dr. Robert Gale, who treated the firefighters at Chernobyl.  I met my husband doing work for the Leonard Peltier Defense Committee and was one of the first KC ACORN organizers hired in '87...
 
I'm doing a show for the Fringe Festival titled "The Museum of Atomic Surrealism:  The Place Where Nuclear Bombs and Nuclear Power are Inseparable"...it represents the culmination of five years of research into the collective artists' response to, and the responses of the Hibakusha and Indigenous Peoples affected by the history of the birth of atomic technologies.  Its an installation at the Wine Gallery at 1911 McGee.  

There is a short performance art piece this Wednesday at 7:00pm :  "A Love Letter to all Kansas City Plants"...presenting 'Mother Uranium and her Native Sons'  (my kids are half-Washoe, and we live on the Washoe Indian Reservation in Dresslerville, Nevada...)

I'm presently a K-12 art teacher in a rural Nevada public school, and have developed an interdisciplinary curriculum based on these ideas with my colleagues (in a very conservative community)!  Two years ago, I established an organic school-to-table garden there, and am on the board of our local food cooperative.  I so want to reach out to leaders and activists here--we are all so war-weary, and yet there is still so much resistance necessary.  Chris, a young math teacher, came by on Sunday, and I gave him the floor to speak about the petition and legislation you all have going before voters.  I'm proud to hail from this place, and to call it home.  Please come out so that I can meet you!

I have a gift for you as well:  an 8' x 2'  banner that shows the places where radiation leaks from nuclear power plants--the one in Callahan, the three in Nebraska, and two from the coasts:  Diablo in Cali (we're particularly worried about that one because its built on an earthquake fault) as well as one I picked on the Jersey shore to illustrate that these radiation leaks are a coast-to-coast reality.  

Please, come share insights--I welcome collaboration and a chance to learn from one another!  

Solidarity,

laura fillmore